yay i'm updating.. haha why is that always a happy thing.. anyways sooo almost a year since my last post.. wow huh a lot happens in a year.. duh.. but it went by fast.. thank God haha man i hated my sophomore year.. but yanno how it is, at the end of the day it aint all that bad coz i got through it.. what dont kill ya make ya stronger right..
so my current life stats would go as this: i'm a junior at my effed up hs.. but i got over that.. cant beat it join it haha sooo i plan to get active this year well kinda.. stupid college planning.. i'll try to focus on now tho.. so i was lucky enough to have my honors spanish iii class dropped for regular, leaving me to two honors and an ap class.. sall good tho, less pressure is all i want.. i'm in sports med so that looks pretty fun but it's just like biology all over again which i aint good at at all.. and it's very time consuming meaning i gotta be at school for games and all that.. kevin and i signed up for all the games against alemany haa.. aand i'm joining the golf team! lol hopefully that turns out aiiyt.. i aint real good but i've played so thats enuff haa well i'm excited bout that.. oh and cant forget to keep em grades up buut havent been doing much yet coz school just started last week but my grades aint looking good right now.. but that's ok i'm just beginning..
yeeea i miss the summer =l my how fast that went.. still it was the best, including all those boring parts when i stayed at home doing pretty much nothing.. let's see small recaps.. first day off my cousin got married.. spent time with family coz of birthday and graduation parties and such.. then of course san diego.. the park for tito ruben's party.. oh shiiet i still have my tank top tan from that back in june.. fuuck it's uglay.. anyways, i LOVE my cousins! all of them.. never spend enough time with em fools.. yep. oh and i got my hair colored.. wanted it brown.. wasnt really sure how i wanted it to turn out but it's just light in some parts.. oh and i finally got it cut over the summer too! summer was ever so eventful haa.. eh what else.. yea work study at school for like the last week in june.. then july went by so damn fast.. didnt even notice.. well i finished driver's ed and got my permit and started driving stick, havent tried out automatic yet haha.. oh there was that night maricris, jensen, and i went to citywalk afraid we'd get caught by security haha that was fun.. well we ate at tony romas mmm.. must do that again.. then the much anticipated disneyland/california adventure day -july23- with the BARKADA.. betta recognize ;) haha only fun times with them hands down.. then i think the last weekend of that month, with the family in the bay area.. for a funeral, dangg, two funerals that week.. yeea we stayed at tito nestor's.. fun fun with pinsans.. and on aug4, the day i just couldnt stand waiting for, SCREAM fucking TOUR 4! i actually stressed out about that coz of tickets and seating and ughh well it all turned out so damn good :D k it was at the gibson ampitheatre in universal.. went with katheryn and brother arman.. mad hot performances and mad hott performers.. woo.. then cahhsyn raymond stayed with us for a week! how freakn fun haha we watched you got served every night, even on the way to las vegas.. stayed at rio the night we got there then stayed at wynn.. free nights yo.. and for two days the kids -me, my brothers, raymond, kevin, jensen and jeanine- wondered sin city as our parents watched shows and play the slots.. how effing fun man.. the monerail, the expensive stores, rainforest cafe, excalibur buffet, arcades, flags lol, and being cramped up in the trunk of kevin's whale van lmao.. just the best.. after that came the reality of summer's end.. asb meetings ahh and the book sale ahhh and teachers' luncheon ahhhh and freshman orientation ahhhhh and last minute summer assignments -_- and just simply the dawn of a new school year.. haha summer made me even lazier than i ever was heh.. so i was wondering why everyone was actually excited and couldnt wait for it to come but damn i couldve waited much.. haa ok yall get how much i hate it.. but school can seriously take over your life, but school actually gives a better life.. guess there aint another way around it for me.. eh thats what makes life exciting.. haa
oh and as for my latest enjoyment.. just past friday at cappy's house! yippee skippee! some fun with my buddies maricris, katrina, and kevin! woohoo! except for that filthy japanese movie lmao
so last time i posted, i was crazy bout mario's song "let me love you" which really blew up his grown up image.. now i'm crazy bout another one.. by the same writer of the song.. new artist off def jam ne-yo has already gotten his start creating some tyte material for other artists.. so we already know he's got some fresh beats and sick lyrics, literally, for his own debut album "in my own words'.. his first single "stay" is currently on rotation.. but bootlegs got a hold of hopefully what will be his second single very soon.. lol i amuse myself.. here's the lyrics to "so sick".. it should be one of the songs playing now or you'll have to refresh it.. hopefully it's displayed properly coz i put it in a graffiti font i have.. and if ya eyes on point, it is readable.. enjoy :]
SO SICK // NE-YO
gotta change my answering machine
now that i'm alone
coz right now it says that we
can't come to the phone
and i know it makes no sense
coz you walked out the door
but it's the only way i hear your voice anymore
it's ridiculous
it's been months for some reason i just
can't get over us
and i'm stronger than this
enough is enough
no more walking 'round with my head down
i'm so over being blue crying over you
and i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing you were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio
gotta fix that calendar i have
that's marked july 15th
because since there's no more you
there's no more anniversary
i'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
and your memory
and now every song reminds me of what used to be
that's the reason i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing you were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio
leave me alone
stupid love song
don't make me think about her smile
or having my first child
i'm letting go
turning off the radio
coz i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing she was still here
said i'm so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio
said i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing she was still here
said i'm so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
why can't i turn off the radio
and i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing you were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio
why can't i turn off the radio?
oh yea happy labor day! =) | 
